Monday, May 17, 2010

Change... GROW.

For more than a month, I've been trying so hard to keep someone mine. I had learned to set aside pride to keep her. I can't say I did not try enough. It seems I tried too much. The more I push myself in, the more she pulls herself away.

I don't have any regrets for setting aside every pride that I have. It's much better to think that I did try fighting for my love than regretting for not trying at all.

Now, I can't even sing the songs I want to sing because they just make my lips and hands tremble and shake. It's not that I'm giving up. It's just setting her free. It's so hard to let good things go but it's the reality that I should learn to accept and... GROW...