Is it my changing hormone that I become so emotional at some point in time in a month or is it just me?
My heart keeps aching more and more each day and it's as if it always finds its way to feel the pain more and more fresher each day. I'm tired, really tired of it but I can't seem to find a way to forget the pain our break up caused me. My friend was right. I will never be the same again if she leaves. No matter how busy I am, no matter how funny the subject is during a friend's talk...no matter how I try, I can't escape from the thought that IT'S OVER!
The nights seems so long. Can't sleep well, can't eat well, can't do things right for me. My tears keep coming out like it never dries.
I have been bitter, I have read Miss Tess' "A Joyful Heart" but my mind keeps coming back to the thought that no matter what I do and know, I would be happier when I'm with her. T_T
How I wish you were stronger to fight for our right to love each other...and...I wish you were weak enough to not find the thought of leaving me behind.
