Muni-muni on the last day of 2010

[5:20PM] Well, I'm here in the backyard sitting with three dogs beside me. There's fresh air and all I could think of and feel is how at ease I am for this one special moment. My mind's, well, as busy as usual but for some reason, I felt really calm and unworried even if there's so much to worry about in the coming days.

"[sigh] It sure still is a long way home." But I feel stronger now. Not that I have to but because, I've grown...(I think, tsk3x)!

I've come a long way. I didn't make the most out of 2010 because of many unexpected things that had happened but I still thank God and all the known and unknown forces (if there's any) who/which helped me overcome what I should overcome.

[10:23PM] Think this will be my last entry for this tough year because unfortunately I don't have that much access to the internet here in the province. Just asked a friend na makishare sa ilang internet connection. :D And when I set foot on their house, I heard "Never Knew I Needed by Ne-yo" playing on TV. :( I used to dedicate that song to my love...CFY. [sigh]

Taking a glance back of how my year 2010 went wouldn't give that much of enjoyment and pleasure (except for the first 3 months) so...WELCOME 2011!

Gosh! Haha!

I still remember the days. Maapil ba naman ka sa nagpadaog sa cheerdance sa IT Department, such an honor.
AMACC Davao IT Cheerdance '07

"As You Wish"

THE HARDEST PART OF ENDING IS STARTING AGAIN

"We think that there's always tomorrow so we don't expose our feelings today. We don't take the chance. But sometimes we gotta go for it today because.........who we love, what we feel, and what we have today...may all change or be gone the next day."

--A text message received from my Ate (Miss Tess)

This is what I feared most for the past few months and now, I must face it...trade my life for something new. I can pretend to be just doing fine and become unconsciously getting used to it someday.

This is going to be a very heart-breaking month for me (when it comes to lovelife) but I'll try to cheer myself up because all the people who loves and cares for me is expecting it. And besides Christmas is not all about having a lover beside you, (though it would be better if you have one). It's about having your friends, family and other people who care. It's about remembering God's sacrifices and offering him what we can offer this Christmas. Advance Merry Christmas hurot!!!