I Am Happy

Like any other nice, pretty and average girls, I was also dumped by the very least expected person I could think of ever doing it to me. With so much love we shared, I didn't see it coming, never knew, never expected, never WANTED. I shed lots of tears, thought really hard about how and where did I go wrong.

When I asked "COOKIE" where did I have gone wrong, nothing was said. Then I just thought to myself, 'I know there's something, she just couldn't say it to my face.' Oh well! Whatever it was, nothing will be changed. I was still dumped. Not just once but MANY times.

Dumped as I was, I'm thankful and grateful. Why? Because I learned to know those people who are always willing to extend their hands on me when I need it the most. Because of what happened, I recognize my greatest weakness and how I should overcome it the next time it happens.

I met a new pal named Shiela. She's nice, really. She's the exact opposite of my first impression on her. She shared parts of her past and told me that what I am now and how I see some things will not do any good to me. She promised to help me overcome this loneliness for me to finally let go of the past. Whether that promise comes into fruition or not, doesn't matter at all. What's important to me now is the thought of her and others' willingness to help and comfort me in my emotional crisis. (OA na oie kay matagal na pero sakit man gud gihapon, LAGOT!) After all, a hug and a talk will do already. Ü

I wrote this blog for the purpose of thanking those special people who helped me as I was struggling to find myself again. Because of my friends, especially my new pal Shiela (who made me laugh a lot), I am able to listen and appreciate the beauty of music again. You helped me in simple and many ways even if what binds us is nothing like a romantic relationship.

Now, I've become a more mature person, better and stronger than before I believe. Though DUMPED...somehow, I am happy.